I've been viewed as a "conspiracy theorist" for about a dozen years now.
In that time I've devoted almost all my spare time to reading about the world from non-orthodox, non-mainstream, independent sources - some of which I deem to be highly plausible and credible, many others not so much. That's tens of thousands of hours of research from an individual whom academia itself has certified with a distinction-grade Masters in Social Anthropology (for whatever that's worth). The most memorable lesson I learned from that Masters course was: if you want to really understand and get to grips with a society at its core, go for the taboos. Study them, analyse them, dare to take them seriously.
I made a decision back in 2009 that I would be the arbiter of what information was worth taking on board and what wasn't. I made a decision to trust my critical reasoning faculties rather than outsourcing them to what seemed to me to be heavily compromised accredited information sources with a poor track record for integrity, historically speaking.
In those twelve years, the world very much seems to have consistently moved in a direction that supports the hypothesis of a slide to a global, totalitarian, dystopian biotechnological dictatorship.
However, I *grotesquely* underestimated the power of mass hypnosis on the human population.
As the evidence of the slide into Brave New Hunger Games World '84 grows more undeniable on a daily basis, and brutally stamps its presence on almost every face and in almost every home and every workplace all over the world, people dig their heels in and become ever more implacably convinced that the authorities are well-meaning, and that people like me who are critical and skeptical of their every move are the ones acting out of stupidity, ignorance, selfishness, incompetence, a hunger for attention, or malice.
I'm no longer fooling myself that my words have any force to sway minds or hearts. This and subsequent postings are going to be purely journalistic in nature: the subjective ruminations and observations of an unremarkable man in his 40s who is either losing his mind, or is witnessing his entire species in its existential nihilism enthusiastically endorse and applaud the continuing slide into worldwide tyranny and darkness.
On a more positive note, because I don't personally partake in the aforementioned existential nihilism for any number of reasons (most of which tend to bore the pants off people or make their faces split in two with the power of their sneers), I view things from a more esoteric and spiritual perspective.
To wit: we did not defeat evil after WWII. Evil has learned many lessons from nazism, from communism, from Bernaysian advertising and TV programming and colour revolutions, and especially from giving us a couple of decades of free social media. Evil is our own shadow-side that we dare not acknowledge. It is our self-righteousness, our implacable conviction that our worldview must be imposed on everyone else for the Common Good, because we are right and they are misguided. It is the egregore conjured up by our unhealed traumas and our unchallenged fears.
At this particular critical juncture in human history, we are ignoring such fears with all our might, even though such ignore-ance is resulting in our suffocation and the prospective mandated violation of our bodily integrity. And the more we ignore these fears, the more we will get them physically rammed up our arses, wound round our noses and mouths, and punctured through our skins.
Once we summon the courage to shine a light on this darkness - collectively - it will reveal the most shocking, frightful mess ... like the rotting carpet of the human psyche that has been left to fester in the dark for way too many centuries ... but at least we'll be able to commence some spring cleaning.
Brace yourselves. It's gonna be a filthy task.
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